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Saturday, December 31, 2005
I am ThankFul •
i am thankful for everything i have i am thankful that i have a happy family i am thankful that i have a roof over my head, food on my table and everything else...that i need to live i am thankful that i am given good health and sane mind i am really thankful for everything i have...my frens my family...
so...y..i keep on wishin for more... i wish for my grandma to live happily...but they cant each of them cant even enjoy their last years here with joy with family with ...i dunno... my grandma gonna celebrate her 70th bday next july...i will want to be there...but i dun wanna go there...i dun wanna listen to quarrels n fights...between relatives...y we r called relatives when we can treat frens better than relatives...i dun understand wat is it with pride and jealousy...i realli dun...
my daddy didnt do tat well tis yr...but wat every1 wants is just...i dunno...they just think tat my daddy is...i realli dunno wat to say when his own brothers n sister dun even want to respect him...n tat imelda...realli when she comes here...i am going to make sure i will be here..to tell her...tat..she is really rotten...n tat she dun need to "look for face" cari muka in front of anyone...cos everyone is realli sick of her..
nvm i shldnt bitch ard bout my RELAtives here...crap
i love u grandmas... sometimes i have a deathwish for them...it sounds bad...n it gonna spark off more stuff...but realli...livin in such condition...pls god...do put some sense into her...n for my other grandma...i know u r hurt...n u love her so much...but realli..u shld think again...n see for urself...whos rotten n whos not...who is the one whos been lookin aft u...whos e child tat loves u most..whos the one who been payin for everything...n realli money is neva an issue..my daddy n mom dun mind all e money we have spent...but...a thanks..an appreciation..some respect for my daddy...i truly deeply appreciate it..all my uncles...especially!
aft all..its all been a good trip...i realli love this kind of trip...all e jokes n gossip shared within my own family in e car...all e good food...n most importantly it strengthens my family
yeah i love u mom dad sis(altho i am a bit pissed at u now)n bro
10:33 am
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